A tale of a geek and a guy who is a star in the school having a crush on each other, but not knowing they like them too. They wrote this; in their diaries.

Dear Diary,

Geek: I saw him passing my way, I didn't know what to do. I used to smile

Star: I passed by the corridor and saw the pretty smart girl I usually sit with during chemistry class.

Geek: and greet him but I feel awkward, so I look the other way.

Star: I tried to smile at her but she looked the other way.

Geek: Besides, he's a star. One of the popular basketball kids.

Star: Besdies, I'm just a guy who can shoot some hoops while she's this pretty honor student.

Geek: He'll never notice a geek like me.

Star: She'll never like a guy like me.

:'(

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Awww, sweet isn't it? So get back to your loved ones today! :)
Okay, I miss my Mas Selamat! Where are you manzxc? (L)

Labels: it's something like magic

Match against Yusof Isyak just now.
Won! But I hate my batting. So lousy can? But I am so happy with my pitching! I striked a batter out! Like once in a million the feeling okay! I am so happy! :D Dhaniah was so hilarious. I wished I'd taken a video of her. I thought I'd die! HAHA.

Next: Fajar vs what park on 2nd February
ALL OUT! I LOVE MY SOFTBALLERS! Let's show to our coaches how much we want it! Our desire to win! :D

I am actually quite down when I heard my brother went to the hospital due to an accident. So worried sick! Mummy went off there long time ago. I had softball, sighs. I can't visit him! :( SO WORRIED!!!!!!

Mummy said his hand there like bocor. I don't know how to say in English. But it's some sort like leaking? He's losing alot of blood. And he has a fractured leg. He's now going through an operation. It's 7:48PM and he's been operated since 12!

Ohmygod! How seh? I guess all I can do now is pray for the best. I hope he is doing just fine, :(

Baby's gone for religious class. Currently waiting for him to online.
Doraemon, online faster! Hehehe! :P

Want to know what? I passed my 2nd Mathematics test!
2 passes in a row man! The feeling is so syiok you know! Last time, F9 F9 F9 F9!! OMGOMGOMG! But not happy with the result of my 2nd Mathematics test though. MR FAIZAL, I WANT A RETEST! >:)

Currently chatting with this little girl. Nur Hidayah Bte Zahar. Oh please ah eh, my blogskin is so much nicer. Nevermind, I understand. If I were you, I'd be jealous too man! HAHAHA! Okay sayang ini budak! :D
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AC, you are so dotdotdot, :)
Wondering who is AC? Don't know right? Want to know ah?






I'm not telling you! :D
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"One day I caught myself smiling for no reason. Then I realized, that I was thinking of you."

Labels: stop dreaming and start achieving

Okay, firstly, would like to wish Muhammad and Nan Fong a happy belated birthday! Thanks for the food! It was nice! I love 3E3'10 lah please. Okay, next! TET!
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Lost against MGS. Would not like to talk much. I knw I was lousy. Stupid me. We didn't play up to our standard. Maybe it was just a warmup! I believe we can all do much better than that! We can do it ok, Fajar! :D

Next: Fajar vs. Yusof Isyak
REMEMBER, NO MATTER WHAT, PUT IN OUR 100%!

Lazy to update. I love my awesome bf!
YAY! I'll see him tomolo! Wheee! Sayang my irreplaceable budakbijakz! (L)
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You suck.
You are so unfair towards us! I hate you! GRRRR!!!!!! >:(

Labels: i hate biased people like you

"Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about,"

-Unknown

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I love Ke$ha's songz man! \m/
She rocks! I like, I like!

Now where's my budak bijak? *scratch head*
Rindu lahhhhhhhhhhhh.

Labels: love is on its way

Okay, just to let ALL OF YOU who are worriedsick of me, I am perfectly fine! Thanks so much for the concern! So touched, awwww~

Sorry for letting my dearest softballers down till they cannot play well! :( Felt so stupid and guilty. So sorry! But it's ok! Just a friendly! We'll chiong for Nationals! JIAYOU GIRLS! (L)

Yesterday, 22nd January 2010:
School was ok. I brought the bigbig Biology file for nothing. Also endup, never use. Ugh! But nevermind lahhhh. After schl went 7-11 w Syazana and Ezreen. Buy food and eat, :D

They are just so funny! I love my minahrepz! :D

Went bck schl to pack things for friendlymatch w Nanhua. Bus-ed there. Was tired. Had a bad feeling. I don't knw what but tried to get over it. Reached there. Mr Anbu is so sweet to buy for us watermelonz! Awwwww~ So sweet right! ^_^

Did warmup and etc. My throwing sucks alot. Like seriously!
Pitching also. Ugh, everything went wrong from there! Fajar fielded first. I played as right fielder! I didn't manage to cover one overthrown ball for Syazana. So sorry! It'd be an out.. but ohwell. Sorry! :(

Then it was our turn to bat. It didn't go too well.
But it got better for our 2nd inning! All of us are hitting the ball. It was my turn to bat but I really got a bad feeling, -_- Velle hugged me and it made me feel muchmuch better, hehe! :D

I hitted the ball too early and it went to the 3rd base. Like directly. Sucha lousy hit. Pffft, :( And I tripped on a girl's hand and landed right on my tummy. It hurts so much! Grrrrrr!

I think I cried and moaned for atleast 1hr? The feeling sucks man. Seriously. Special thanks to Grace. She was w me all the way at Nanhua. So touched by her. Aww~ Loveyah, junior! :D

Endup, the pain wasn't getting any better. So they sent me to the hospital. Reached there, they checked my tummy and all. Gave me painkillers and it was getting muchmuchmuch better! Mr Ong and Azira accompanied me! They are soooooooo sweeet! :)

Then they gave me freedom to walk walk. Mr Ong treat us food and drink! Double sweet of him! The nurse then gave me this drink. Orange-orange one? Not nice at all. Haha~ :P Then Mr Ong say,"if not nice, then tell them; give you pepsi!" I laughed so loud at that! HAHA!

Waited for mummy and daddy. Fetched me and sent Azira home! I got 2days MC(LOL), and 7days excused from P.E, :( Cannot go softball and trainings already. I don't care~ I'm gonna go! Heh heh!

Thankyou Azira for being w me all the way! I owe you, babe!
And thanks to the people who cared:
Muhammad Shahrul Alqaff(my budak bijak<3), Azira, Syazana, Dhaniah, Hidayah, Velle, Joey, Jin Han, Grace, Clara, Azizah, Haseena, Amanda Tan, Cynthia, Minyi, Hui Xia, Syarafina, Cherlyn, Jia Yu, Atiqah, Jia An, Coach Steve, the hospital people(ahahha), Yi Fang, the Nanhua people(hahahha!!!), Mr Anbu, Mr Ong, Yi Xuan, Stephanie, Karen, Yat and everybody else! So sorry if I didn't put you in! :)



Nationals coming. This tuesday! We may lose our friendlymatch w Nanhua, but we will do much more better in Nationals! No matter what happens, we still be as one!

I LOVE MY SOFTBALLERS MANYMANY OK!!!!!! :D

Labels: a big thnkyou to everyone, onceagain

No picture. Very lazy uh. Dead blog anyways! ^_^

I screwed History test. Shuckz, :(
And I don't find it funny for my friends to go and bang my blueblack. Seriously. Stop it okay, -.- I don't care if it's even hard or not. You won't like me if I'm angry, *shows hulk action* Haha, kay lame. But it's pain lar! >:(

Finished schl at 330 and straight away went for softball. Trained halfway and surprised Coach Steve w a birthday cake! He was so touched lor(i think so luh)! He until say,"k la k la, go pack! go home go home!" HAHAHAH~ :D

After tht, went home for training. Hand cramp lor, -_-
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W/o you, my sun won't shine(L)

Labels: his silent crush(HAHAH)

Lazy to post properly, people! Sorry!

Went training. Woah, my stamina sucks big time.
Gonna go for more more trainings! :) Awww, one day w him is gone! Can you believe it!? Time flies so fast! Need to wait another week, :(

Nvm! I love him manymany! :D
Tomorrow schl. Ew. Lazy to pack my bag. Ohwell, wait tomorrow morning sudah! Kay bye.
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Sorry, I've made up my decision. And it just isn't you.
Let's just be friends.

Labels: i'm proud w my decision

Went for jogging w dearest family! Had lotsa jokes and laughters, :)
I jogged 10rounds! But I'm not sweating! Ugh! Daddy say must push myself harder! I WANNA BE 49KG, PEOPLE! 49!!!!! >:(

After that, go and eat. Drank iced milo. Yahlar, my exercise wasted, -.-

Nevermind! Better than nothing! In a few minutes time, I'm gonna head to the hospital to visit my cousin. Awwww~ So sweet of me, I know I know! And eh. I saw monkeyz leh just now! Come come, show you people! :D





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HAHAHAH, this proves that I'm pretty artistic! Wahahahaha.
Nevermind! Tetap I looooooooove my boyfriend! Awwwww~ :D

Chatting w him now. Yay! Kay bye.

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Mr Kamal: vulgarities=$1, MT=10cents per word!
Class: harrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~
Mr Kamal: c'mon ah guys!
Hidayah: Agilagilagil, pinjam buku kau.
Mr Kamal: ah! 40cents!
Me: huh? she say agilagilagil only what!
Mr Kamal: ahuh! Hizriani 30cents!
Me and Hidayah: -.-
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Mr Kamal: (he said a malay word, i forgot what)
Class: orh hor! 10cents!
Mr Kamal: shit.
Class: $1! ORH HOR!
Mr Kamal and class: *laughs*

Hahaha, meet Mr Kamal, my history teacher! :)
One of the nicest teacher I've known eh. Let's hope he can guide me a good grade for History! Yeah yeah! \m/

Lessons was okay. Sara made me laugh like mad woman during physics. He was so lame and funny! Daniel too! Them and their,"mudslide! smelly smelly! bangalaville!" HAHAHAHA!! Only me, Elisha, Sharhan and they knw. So funny man! HAHAHA~

Then Sara lent my calculator. I asked for it back. And he said,"Use it well". LOL! I laughed like mad woman, I swear. MUDSLIDE!!!!! :D

Went training. Didn't train though due to my big blueblack, :(
Instead, helped JiaYu trained the juniors. Hahaha, they are just so cute! Sorry if I bullied abit, heheh! Once in a lifetime opportunity only leh! :B

NATIONAL TOURNAMENT COMING! LET'S ALL GO FOR OUR AIMS, LOVELIES! I LOVE SOFTBALLERS! WHEEEEEEEEEE! JIAYOU! :D

And oh! Happy 15th bday, Syakir! :)
Growup, kthxbye.
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And lastly,


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If I had a flower for everytime you made me smile/laugh,
I'd have a garden to walk in forever.

I wanna be the girl he's scared to lose. The one he can't walk away from knowing she's mad at him. The one he can't fall asleep w/o her voice being the last thing he hears. The one he wouldn't know what to do w/o. Oh wait, I already am, :)

SHAHRUL, RINDU SIK DENGAN KAMU!
Awwwwwwwwwwz~ Sunday come faster!
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To that someone who I care for:
Please, stop hurting the family. I knw it's hard for you, but please. Don't burden mummy already. I beg you. It hurts to see mummy cry day and night. It really does. Please, pleady please. Just don't hurt her anymore, :(

No matter what, I do love you.

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We make our paths
We're independent
We dump our boyfriends
And we do our hair anyway we would like
We figure out, that we are attractive

And we look around
And now we loved to live the single life
And then we tell ourselves we'll never fall in love again
But then he comes around and suddenly we understand
That we have never really been in love before

And suddenly I know what all the love songs that they write are all about
And suddenly I don't care if it's right or wrong as long as he's around
And suddenly the things that used to sound clishe are perfectly right in your eyes
Perfectly right with this guy

I know its weird
But we are connected
And in some strange and crazy way I think
That we have always been

And now he's here
And he says he loves me
And it feels so right
And In fact it feels so good that I can't sleep at night

But I just told myself I will not fall in love again
But he just came around and then he made me understand
That I have never really been in love before

And yes
I know you might get impatient
But look around
He might be walking right in front of you

And if he touches you and you feel your skin is burning
Kisses you and you feel your stomach turning
Hes the one
He is the one

Perfectly right when he's there

Ina-Suddenly

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Lessons were boring. I dropped my hp and it has a scratch now. Eeeyer! Nevermind. Saving up money now! I wanna be on a diet! :)

After schl, went home straight.
Right now, chatting w baby<3 Jealous kan, nyek! :P

Labels: if you could see it through my eyes

I'm lazy to update. Proud to say I've done my homework! :)
Something's bad is gonna happen. I don't knw what and why, but I just hve this really bad feeling. CHOY! *fingers crossed*

Eh people. I love my boyfriend manymany! Sayangsayangsayang! :D
He just went offline like just 3minutes ago! Awwwww! Nevermind, don't wanna disturb him sleeping w his 2nd gf(pillow), -_-
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To someone: If you're reading this: IN YOUR FACE MAN!!!!!!!
Lalalalalala~
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Shahrul is mine, everybody. MINE ONLY. My one and only. My astroboy. My love. My laughter. My happiness. Love you so much! Thankgod, he's different. He's a one in a million. I'll treasure him. Be very jealous, people. I mean it.

NOONE. I MEAN NOONE STOLE MY HEART LIKE THE WAY HE DID.
I love you, Muhammad Shahrul Alqaff! (L)

Labels: cos i knw how i feel about you now

Wokeup at 11+. Sms MinYi sweetheart about the maths thingy. I couldn't do 2 questions now. Aiyah! Nvrmind! Thanks baby for helping me abit! Hehehehe! :D

Then went for training at Jalanbesar. I was the only girl, -.-
It's okay. So I had to partner w brother. He was so heavy and violent leh. I wanna lose weight! More trainings pleadyplease! I am now v speechless. Would not like to say out anything here alright.

I've yet to pack my bag. Ugh. Currently chatting w baby and waiting for my Farmville crops to grow! And hey! Guess what? My birthday's on 16feb! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR!? Start collecting your money! HAHAHAH! :D

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I love Shahrulalqaff. mwahhhhhhh! :)

School was okay. Sleepy during MT lesson, -_-
Went AVA for puregeog lesson. Watch movie! Very very interesting but like so fake lar. Anyhow only. But ok lah, very interesting jiu can liao, ^_^

Okay, tomorrow CCA Orientation day. Will be in schl for like one whole day. Ugh! Nevermind! Hey you sec1s! COME AND JOIN SOFTBALL! :D

Lastly, I love Muhammad Shahrul Alqaff alot!
Happy 1stmonthsary, luv! (L)

I've yet done my maths homework. Can't catchup. I too dumb and slow please. Ugh! That Ahmad lah! Teach me all SO MANY METHODS, and I'm all mixed up. So confused now, -_- LOL.

It's 11:32PM now. And I can't sleep back! I slept at 6PM and wokeup at 11PM. How to sleep? How? EH HOW?! Tomorrow orientation leh! Okay, bye darlings.
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Not a,"sorry" came out. I was waiting for you to say that.
Frankly speaking. But you didn't. Nvm.

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